[ Shoulders held high, she wastes no time correcting him. One of them needs to care about titles and proper conduct, she's decided; especially with the way Mikhail is grinning at them.
Even though she probably should return to her guest quarters in the Little Palace to get cleaned up, she doesn't want to leave his company. She wants to continue the conversation they were having about his father. She wants to hear the (no doubt needlessly exaggerated!) story he would tell about their unceremonious collapse into a bog. Maybe she even finds out how well he likes card games.
But these wants are a bit dangerous, aren't they? She's not so silly that she will get swept up in the fleeting attention of a young, handsome king. There are probably a couple dozen other ladies he talks to in such a way. She needs to remember what actually is. The life she's built for herself - solid, if ungleaming in comparison.
So, this, then. For him to accept or deny. ]
I should head back. My husband will be wondering where I've been all afternoon.
[ Nikolai shrugs. Perhaps he should follow expectations and escort her back to her husband, but Nikolai's never been one to heed expectations, let alone respect them.
What's the point? They're not fun.
Besides, if her husband wants her company, he can call for it. Let him venture through the hallways of the Grand Palace and the gardens and grounds in search of her. If he wanted to be in her company, perhaps he would've come along to his little test run.
Glad he didn't. He's kind of a bore.
Anyway. ]
A little mystery never hurt anyone, did it, Mikhail?
[ Mikhail doesn't appear startled when spoken to, but he does try to school his features. It's obvious to Nikolai. You don't employ someone and not learn their little tics (except, well… if you're Alexander III and Vasily). ]
No. It didn't, Moi Tsar.
[ Nikolai waves his hand, dismissive of the use of the title. He turns to Anahid with a toothy smile. ]
See? Mikhail agrees, and he's the most responsible person here.
[ How can you argue with Mikhail, who sent them up in a tested balloon high up into the skies? ]
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[ She isn't expecting her attempt to make a polite exit to be so rebuffed. Perhaps she should have. Mystery, perhaps, would have served her marriage better than the immediate, unflinching honesty she stepped into the moment she and her things crossed the threshold of the Joddani townhouse. But his Majesty and Mikhail seem to have her in a pincer attack, and Anahid has all but forgotten that being alone with two men - and one of them infamously unmarried, at that! - would be social ruin back home.
Siyon wouldn't hesitate. Zagiri's laughter would ring to the sky if she was hearing this conversation. Anahid is supposed to be the eldest; she shouldn't almost be the most timid. ]
Very well. I can see when I'm at a strategic disadvantage.
[ A bright smile, belying her words; and then she ignores the king entirely. Like reclaiming a card that could solidify a teetering hand into a victory. ]
[ This is where Mikhail should look at him for moral support. This is the moment Mikhail is meant to dart his eyes to his for some semblance of a direction.
But Mikhail doesn't look at him.
While the corners of his thin mouth curve upward, he doesn't look at Nikolai. Bastard. He's going rogue.
With a lift of his broad shoulders, Mikhail takes a moment as though he needs to think. What does he need to think about? He should be agreeing with him! And not because he's the king. It's because his idea is amazing. ]
I think it wouldn't hurt to stay in the Tsar's company for a little longer. His head hasn't gotten as big as it needs to be in order for us to attend supper.
[ Nikolai's glee at being supported deflates immediately into amused incredulity. ]
I resent that. [ Nikolai regards him with mock horror. ] My head doesn't get that big.
Impossibly big. There's no room left for any of us.
[ Nikolai laughs, sputtering, though. Shaking his head, he looks away and mutters intentionally loudly, ] And you wonder why I didn't invite you for a ride.
[ Anahid watches the back and forth with a soft smile. After tumbling into cold mud, a hot meal sounds really nice. That's as much as she allows herself to consider, at least for now. There's enough going on in her mind, as well as her chest, as it is. ]
I'm sure I am unqualified to comment on the circumference of his Majesty's head.
[ Her fingers twist together by her sash, eyes skimming over Nikolai's hair line. ]
With a tight furrowing of his brows, Nikolai intentionally lifts his hand to brush his fingers against his temple (but pretends it isn't intentional at all). His head feels fine. It looks fine. He has a nicely shaped head on most days! ]
[ Anahid and Mikhail share a quick look of their own, puzzled by this sudden display of curious vanity. It's Anahid who ends up taking the heat on this one. ]
I suppose if I say 'nothing, sire', you won't believe me.
[ Even though that is, quite literally, the answer. ]
Shall I make something up, or may we continue on to dinner before the sun sets?
I believe you're quite capable of doing both those things at once.
[ If only so that he has something to lord over her head much later. Nikolai's nothing if not someone searching for ways to needle those around him (good naturally, of course).
He lifts his brows at her, though he does look at Mikhail in the same manner. ]
[ Nikolai grins lopsidedly despite the insult directed his way. He gives Mikhail a friendly shove, although there's no power behind it. Instead, he's looking at Anahid, eyebrows lifted, as he takes in the sight and sound of her no longer being so prim and proper. ]
I feared I'd scared it out of you while we were up with my cloud. You can laugh at my expense; I encourage it.
[ Having that lopsided grin focused directly on her... For (at least) the second time today, her fingertips curl a bit closer to her palms. She spent weeks training herself out of every tell, every hint that might give her intentions away in a situation where bluffing and impassivity rule the table. So it's a bit infuriating that King Nikolai Lantsov can undo all that with a mere glance her way.
Infuriating, but not necessarily bad. ]
I've the courage of a milk-beast, remember? I fear nothing when my feet are on the ground.
[ Poor Mikhail has no idea what they're talking about anymore. ]
[ Once it's explained to her what blini is, Anahid confesses a preference for savoury over sweet - so they agree to add beef pelmeni to the menu (and, fortunately, no one tells her that she's committing an act of cannibalism after repeatedly comparing herself to a cow).
The meal itself is taken on one of the Grand Palace's elevated courtyards, a balcony the size of a small park that's a common area of relaxation for residing nobles and other dignitaries. Less than thirty feet away from their table, several Ravkan earls and countesses are in the middle of a life drawing class; they're circled around a woman posed on a stool, clothed only from the waist down, and hurriedly scribbling on sketchbooks with expensive charcoal sticks. Anahid had looked over exactly once before firmly keeping her eyes on anything else.
Five minutes after the dishes and drinks are brought out, a red-faced junior Squaller in a blue Kefta a bit too big for him runs up to Mikhail. The moment General Nazyalensky's back was turned, he explains, his sparring partner had tried to fly — and was now clinging desperately to one of the Little Palace's topmost spires. Mikhail valiantly hides a laugh as he takes his filled plate and bids a polite exit; and only then does the junior Squaller realise what he's walked into, and he spends the next forty seconds running through all manner of desperately respectful greeting for the Tsar before being pulled away by Mikhail.
This leaves Anahid alone with Nikolai. In Bezim, this would be unthinkable. Especially considering his unmarried status and how significantly he outranks her. She would be expected to politely excuse herself and find respectable female companionship. In Ravka, though? It doesn't seem like anyone bats an eyelash.
It's odd, and a little thrilling.
How they get on the topic of her language's honourifics, well - a belly full of delicious mulled wine and various pastries can lead to all manner of things. Unfortunately for him, Anahid is being razor-particular with his pronunciation. ]
No, azata. There's a - کلیک. [ Not knowing the word, she produces a click with her tongue instead. ] That sort of sound on the last syllable. It needs to volley up. Try it again.
[ While he's doing that, she looks around for someone to refill her glass before, greatly daring, deciding to just do it herself. #feminism ]
[ He murmurs that incredulously to himself. Nikolai had thought he was doing well with pronunciation! (Although, he knows he wasn't, not at all.) He tries it again, ignoring how she seems at odds with whether or not she's allowed to touch the bottle of wine before she actually does so.
Despite being well-travelled, Nikolai takes Ravka's freedoms for granted. Then again, he supposes he's always had more freedom than others. It's why he enjoyed studying in Ketterdam, far away from where he was Nikolai Lantsov and instead was someone else. It's why he liked that most of the military hadn't recognised him when he returned to Ravka. That anonymity is gone now, but it'd been a luxury he'd taken for granted for years.
Annoyed he can't quite get the word to mimic how it sounds coming from her, Nikolai falls back against his chair and rests his hands in his lap. He's certainly not one for defeat—and he won't be defeated!—but, Saints, is her language hard with all its volley ups and downs. This is why he's always had someone else speak to him.
Being royal encourages such laziness. He really is ashamed. ]
This is very hard, you know. [ He says that with a laugh, ignoring how his face heats. ] You're not a very good teacher. [ Lie. She's an excellent teacher. ]
[ Having felt like her Ravkan was hardly adequate, she finds her strength in their cross-language communication bolstered. She's doing ninety percent of the work, after all. All he has to do is not comment disparagingly on her accent! ]
Azatan might be easier. There's no کلیک on the masculine form. You'll need to be careful whom you address that way, however. Za is neutral, but informal. It helps if you know the person.
[ She pauses to daintily cut a pelmeni in two. They're like french fries, meant to be eaten by hand, but Anahid uses a fork. Always. ]
I had six weeks on a ship with nothing else to do but to learn your language. [ When she wasn't throwing up over the side, of course. ] You've had one lesson.
[ And it isn't like she never stumbles. Perhaps she keeps referencing the infamous milk-beast to hide her embarrassment at having not learned the names of animals, or only knowing numbers up to ten, or even the merzost debacle. The words you don't know are the words it never occurs to you to know until it matters. ]
[ He shrugs, glancing out at the grounds with narrowed eyes. He does his best not to look at her from the corner of his. ]
Maybe.
[ Yes. No? Maybe so. He has no idea. Perhaps Bezim can truly help Ravka pay off its ridiculous debts and restore itself to a city that casts a long shadow rather than a small one. ]
I did make new friends from there. Friendly people. The husband's a little quiet, but the wife… [ He sucks on his teeth and shakes his head, looking at her now with a crooked smile. ] Quite adventurous, that one. Wants me to show her all of Ravka's innovations and then pushes me in the mud when I do.
He lifts his brows, but Nikolai doesn't comment on it. Is there a point to it? She's just teasing.
Moving on. ]
Is she? [ He cocks his brow as he regards her curiously, the corner of his lips curved upward. ] Does she plan to be my doom? Because if so, perhaps she'd like to do so near another mud pit? There's one west of the Grand Palace. [ He extends his arm, pointing over her shoulder. ] It's a bit swampy. You could submerge my entire body in that one if you like.
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[ Teasing, yes. And on a glass of wine that is assuredly not her first, loosening her inhibitions just slightly. Perhaps if she hadn't become half-frozen with thin air and then been dumped into a swamp, she'd be a little more gathered together. As it is, she has just enough presence of mind to remind herself not to stare at his mouth. ]
But then I would have to put in the work of befriending your successor. Currently, you're handing me all your secrets on a gilt platter. It's much more beneficial for me that you stay alive.
[ Deftly slices up another pelmeni. Onto the fork, into the mouth. ]
[ No one in Ravka eats pelmeni with a fork. It's on the tip of his tongue to inform her of this, but he follows suit, not taking his eyes off her as he pops another piece he's cut into his mouth.
When people don't follow tradition, it's an interesting exercise to learn why. Perhaps this is how she eats similar meals or all her meals. Maybe this is what she expects manners looks like in Ravka. ]
What secrets have you discovered? I might as well know and then tell you if they're worth taking with you. Some of my secrets are worth dirt.
[ Like that he knows intimately that there's a swamp west of the Grand Palace. His hot air balloon thing is an invention that someone would want to know more about and snipe. Who knows if he wishes to weaponise it? Perhaps it's a part of a new military fleet.
In that case, he'd have to have the tarp made of indestructible material. ]
Well, as I told you previously — your left earlobe trembles a bit when you knowingly lie.
[ Using his tells in this instance might be cheating. He's somehow both more and less guarded than anyone other person she's ever met. He's warm and gregarious, quick to be physically affectionate; but there's also a thick veneer of performance in his manner. She just isn't sure where that veneer begins or ends. ]
You also mirror the person you're with, I assume to make them feel more at ease. It's hard to say if that's a habit born out of innate friendliness or self-preservation. Perhaps it's both.
And you were slower to pick up your utensils for this course and tilted your head slightly the first time you saw me eat the... [ Ugh! She jabs her fork at the pelmeni to indicate where the term is absent. ] This. The گوشت خمیر. You needed a second to acclimate to my [ blunder ] method. You don't mask your body language nearly as well as you might think.
[ As soon as she's finished saying all that, she frowns and sets her fork and knife down across one another. A muscle twitches in her throat. ]
I apologise. I think your liquor is a bit stronger than what I'm used to. That was... longwinded and inappropriate.
[ Don't look at his mouth, Joddani. Don't fucking do it. ]
[ He regards her with amusement before he nods, widening his smile until he shows teeth. He chuckles lightly, inhaling deeply through his mouth, and shifts on his chair before he settles back against it all too comfortably.
Furrows his brows in amusement.]
Why are you apologising?
[ He knows why. Royals are so sensitive. None can take a lick of criticism in fear their fragility will finally shatter. But Nikolai's grown up without his title and crown, often treated like a nuisance than anything worth keeping around. It's why he always preferred Ketterdam. He could be himself, skin his knees, and know no one would think it a crime against the Ravkan crown.
Still, he smiles. ]
I wouldn't have asked if I didn't want the truth. And I must admit, not many people think to notice those little details about me. Not many people bother to look beyond the supposed heavy pockets and fluffy, golden hair.
[ He does have nice hair. ]
We eat… [ He tries to copy how she said "meat dough" in her language, but absolutely butchers "meat", so he settles for: ] pelmeni with our hands. But if you're more comfortable with a knife and fork, [ He gestures toward her utensils. ] then, by all means, eat that way. Perhaps there's something I'm missing out on by not doing so.
[ Briefly, Anahid looks at him as if he's grown two extra heads and one of them just said something very offensive about her parentage. And then she's picking her knife and fork back up, finishing off what remains of her pelmeni. Her tone is a bit less prim with indignation when she continues speaking. ]
It's interesting that the Ravkan people wouldn't consider their king worthy of observation. I would expect the most opportunistic among you to take any chance given to cling to your coattails.
[ That's all to say - ] They're missing the bigger picture if they fail to see you're much more than pockets and hair, sire.
[ ...
And with that painfully earnest moment hanging between them, Anahid decides to switch to water for the remainder of the meal. ]
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[ Shoulders held high, she wastes no time correcting him. One of them needs to care about titles and proper conduct, she's decided; especially with the way Mikhail is grinning at them.
Even though she probably should return to her guest quarters in the Little Palace to get cleaned up, she doesn't want to leave his company. She wants to continue the conversation they were having about his father. She wants to hear the (no doubt needlessly exaggerated!) story he would tell about their unceremonious collapse into a bog. Maybe she even finds out how well he likes card games.
But these wants are a bit dangerous, aren't they? She's not so silly that she will get swept up in the fleeting attention of a young, handsome king. There are probably a couple dozen other ladies he talks to in such a way. She needs to remember what actually is. The life she's built for herself - solid, if ungleaming in comparison.
So, this, then. For him to accept or deny. ]
I should head back. My husband will be wondering where I've been all afternoon.
[ نه, she thinks. No, he won't. ]
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[ Nikolai shrugs. Perhaps he should follow expectations and escort her back to her husband, but Nikolai's never been one to heed expectations, let alone respect them.
What's the point? They're not fun.
Besides, if her husband wants her company, he can call for it. Let him venture through the hallways of the Grand Palace and the gardens and grounds in search of her. If he wanted to be in her company, perhaps he would've come along to his little test run.
Glad he didn't. He's kind of a bore.
Anyway. ]
A little mystery never hurt anyone, did it, Mikhail?
[ Mikhail doesn't appear startled when spoken to, but he does try to school his features. It's obvious to Nikolai. You don't employ someone and not learn their little tics (except, well… if you're Alexander III and Vasily). ]
No. It didn't, Moi Tsar.
[ Nikolai waves his hand, dismissive of the use of the title. He turns to Anahid with a toothy smile. ]
See? Mikhail agrees, and he's the most responsible person here.
[ How can you argue with Mikhail, who sent them up in a tested balloon high up into the skies? ]
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Siyon wouldn't hesitate. Zagiri's laughter would ring to the sky if she was hearing this conversation. Anahid is supposed to be the eldest; she shouldn't almost be the most timid. ]
Very well. I can see when I'm at a strategic disadvantage.
[ A bright smile, belying her words; and then she ignores the king entirely. Like reclaiming a card that could solidify a teetering hand into a victory. ]
Mikhail, what do you suggest?
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But Mikhail doesn't look at him.
While the corners of his thin mouth curve upward, he doesn't look at Nikolai. Bastard. He's going rogue.
With a lift of his broad shoulders, Mikhail takes a moment as though he needs to think. What does he need to think about? He should be agreeing with him! And not because he's the king. It's because his idea is amazing. ]
I think it wouldn't hurt to stay in the Tsar's company for a little longer. His head hasn't gotten as big as it needs to be in order for us to attend supper.
[ Nikolai's glee at being supported deflates immediately into amused incredulity. ]
I resent that. [ Nikolai regards him with mock horror. ] My head doesn't get that big.
Impossibly big. There's no room left for any of us.
[ Nikolai laughs, sputtering, though. Shaking his head, he looks away and mutters intentionally loudly, ] And you wonder why I didn't invite you for a ride.
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I'm sure I am unqualified to comment on the circumference of his Majesty's head.
[ Her fingers twist together by her sash, eyes skimming over Nikolai's hair line. ]
Supper sounds lovely.
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With a tight furrowing of his brows, Nikolai intentionally lifts his hand to brush his fingers against his temple (but pretends it isn't intentional at all). His head feels fine. It looks fine. He has a nicely shaped head on most days! ]
What's wrong with my head?
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I suppose if I say 'nothing, sire', you won't believe me.
[ Even though that is, quite literally, the answer. ]
Shall I make something up, or may we continue on to dinner before the sun sets?
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[ If only so that he has something to lord over her head much later. Nikolai's nothing if not someone searching for ways to needle those around him (good naturally, of course).
He lifts his brows at her, though he does look at Mikhail in the same manner. ]
What's wrong with my head?
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Anahid can't help herself. She buries a sputtering laugh in her hands. ]
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[ Nikolai grins lopsidedly despite the insult directed his way. He gives Mikhail a friendly shove, although there's no power behind it. Instead, he's looking at Anahid, eyebrows lifted, as he takes in the sight and sound of her no longer being so prim and proper. ]
I feared I'd scared it out of you while we were up with my cloud. You can laugh at my expense; I encourage it.
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Infuriating, but not necessarily bad. ]
I've the courage of a milk-beast, remember? I fear nothing when my feet are on the ground.
[ Poor Mikhail has no idea what they're talking about anymore. ]
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[ A cow or a goat? Does it even matter? Nikolai imagines it doesn't. Both are quite ferocious on a given day and if irritated. ]
You know, I don't quite know what foods you like. It's quite presumptuous of me to expect you to like what we like to eat after we touch clouds.
[ He glances at Mikhail who holds his hands up briefly as if to say 'You take this one, moi tsar'. ]
We Ravkans enjoy some fruit, crunchy bread, and, well… I'm craving some blini.
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The meal itself is taken on one of the Grand Palace's elevated courtyards, a balcony the size of a small park that's a common area of relaxation for residing nobles and other dignitaries. Less than thirty feet away from their table, several Ravkan earls and countesses are in the middle of a life drawing class; they're circled around a woman posed on a stool, clothed only from the waist down, and hurriedly scribbling on sketchbooks with expensive charcoal sticks. Anahid had looked over exactly once before firmly keeping her eyes on anything else.
Five minutes after the dishes and drinks are brought out, a red-faced junior Squaller in a blue Kefta a bit too big for him runs up to Mikhail. The moment General Nazyalensky's back was turned, he explains, his sparring partner had tried to fly — and was now clinging desperately to one of the Little Palace's topmost spires. Mikhail valiantly hides a laugh as he takes his filled plate and bids a polite exit; and only then does the junior Squaller realise what he's walked into, and he spends the next forty seconds running through all manner of desperately respectful greeting for the Tsar before being pulled away by Mikhail.
This leaves Anahid alone with Nikolai. In Bezim, this would be unthinkable. Especially considering his unmarried status and how significantly he outranks her. She would be expected to politely excuse herself and find respectable female companionship. In Ravka, though? It doesn't seem like anyone bats an eyelash.
It's odd, and a little thrilling.
How they get on the topic of her language's honourifics, well - a belly full of delicious mulled wine and various pastries can lead to all manner of things. Unfortunately for him, Anahid is being razor-particular with his pronunciation. ]
No, azata. There's a - کلیک. [ Not knowing the word, she produces a click with her tongue instead. ] That sort of sound on the last syllable. It needs to volley up. Try it again.
[ While he's doing that, she looks around for someone to refill her glass before, greatly daring, deciding to just do it herself. #feminism ]
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[ He murmurs that incredulously to himself. Nikolai had thought he was doing well with pronunciation! (Although, he knows he wasn't, not at all.) He tries it again, ignoring how she seems at odds with whether or not she's allowed to touch the bottle of wine before she actually does so.
Despite being well-travelled, Nikolai takes Ravka's freedoms for granted. Then again, he supposes he's always had more freedom than others. It's why he enjoyed studying in Ketterdam, far away from where he was Nikolai Lantsov and instead was someone else. It's why he liked that most of the military hadn't recognised him when he returned to Ravka. That anonymity is gone now, but it'd been a luxury he'd taken for granted for years.
Annoyed he can't quite get the word to mimic how it sounds coming from her, Nikolai falls back against his chair and rests his hands in his lap. He's certainly not one for defeat—and he won't be defeated!—but, Saints, is her language hard with all its volley ups and downs. This is why he's always had someone else speak to him.
Being royal encourages such laziness. He really is ashamed. ]
This is very hard, you know. [ He says that with a laugh, ignoring how his face heats. ] You're not a very good teacher. [ Lie. She's an excellent teacher. ]
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[ Having felt like her Ravkan was hardly adequate, she finds her strength in their cross-language communication bolstered. She's doing ninety percent of the work, after all. All he has to do is not comment disparagingly on her accent! ]
Azatan might be easier. There's no کلیک on the masculine form. You'll need to be careful whom you address that way, however. Za is neutral, but informal. It helps if you know the person.
[ She pauses to daintily cut a pelmeni in two. They're like french fries, meant to be eaten by hand, but Anahid uses a fork. Always. ]
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It's a good thing I have you with me, then.
[ He smiles lopsidedly as he drops his gaze to her fork usage. His smile only widens a little at the sight. ]
Perhaps you can be my translator when I travel to Bezim. You seem to understand me perfectly.
[ When Nikolai leans forward, he doesn't use his hands to work at his pelmeni. He copies her, using a knife and fork. ]
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[ And it isn't like she never stumbles. Perhaps she keeps referencing the infamous milk-beast to hide her embarrassment at having not learned the names of animals, or only knowing numbers up to ten, or even the merzost debacle. The words you don't know are the words it never occurs to you to know until it matters. ]
Are you planning a visit of state?
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Maybe.
[ Yes. No? Maybe so. He has no idea. Perhaps Bezim can truly help Ravka pay off its ridiculous debts and restore itself to a city that casts a long shadow rather than a small one. ]
I did make new friends from there. Friendly people. The husband's a little quiet, but the wife… [ He sucks on his teeth and shakes his head, looking at her now with a crooked smile. ] Quite adventurous, that one. Wants me to show her all of Ravka's innovations and then pushes me in the mud when I do.
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[ She, uh, hadn't meant to be quite so familiar. It just slipped out. ]
A lot can happen while a king is extricating himself from a swamp. Perhaps this wife is a spy.
[ Teehee. ]
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He lifts his brows, but Nikolai doesn't comment on it. Is there a point to it? She's just teasing.
Moving on. ]
Is she? [ He cocks his brow as he regards her curiously, the corner of his lips curved upward. ] Does she plan to be my doom? Because if so, perhaps she'd like to do so near another mud pit? There's one west of the Grand Palace. [ He extends his arm, pointing over her shoulder. ] It's a bit swampy. You could submerge my entire body in that one if you like.
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But then I would have to put in the work of befriending your successor. Currently, you're handing me all your secrets on a gilt platter. It's much more beneficial for me that you stay alive.
[ Deftly slices up another pelmeni. Onto the fork, into the mouth. ]
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When people don't follow tradition, it's an interesting exercise to learn why. Perhaps this is how she eats similar meals or all her meals. Maybe this is what she expects manners looks like in Ravka. ]
What secrets have you discovered? I might as well know and then tell you if they're worth taking with you. Some of my secrets are worth dirt.
[ Like that he knows intimately that there's a swamp west of the Grand Palace. His hot air balloon thing is an invention that someone would want to know more about and snipe. Who knows if he wishes to weaponise it? Perhaps it's a part of a new military fleet.
In that case, he'd have to have the tarp made of indestructible material. ]
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Well, as I told you previously — your left earlobe trembles a bit when you knowingly lie.
[ Using his tells in this instance might be cheating. He's somehow both more and less guarded than anyone other person she's ever met. He's warm and gregarious, quick to be physically affectionate; but there's also a thick veneer of performance in his manner. She just isn't sure where that veneer begins or ends. ]
You also mirror the person you're with, I assume to make them feel more at ease. It's hard to say if that's a habit born out of innate friendliness or self-preservation. Perhaps it's both.
And you were slower to pick up your utensils for this course and tilted your head slightly the first time you saw me eat the... [ Ugh! She jabs her fork at the pelmeni to indicate where the term is absent. ] This. The گوشت خمیر. You needed a second to acclimate to my [ blunder ] method. You don't mask your body language nearly as well as you might think.
[ As soon as she's finished saying all that, she frowns and sets her fork and knife down across one another. A muscle twitches in her throat. ]
I apologise. I think your liquor is a bit stronger than what I'm used to. That was... longwinded and inappropriate.
[ Don't look at his mouth, Joddani. Don't fucking do it. ]
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Furrows his brows in amusement.]
Why are you apologising?
[ He knows why. Royals are so sensitive. None can take a lick of criticism in fear their fragility will finally shatter. But Nikolai's grown up without his title and crown, often treated like a nuisance than anything worth keeping around. It's why he always preferred Ketterdam. He could be himself, skin his knees, and know no one would think it a crime against the Ravkan crown.
Still, he smiles. ]
I wouldn't have asked if I didn't want the truth. And I must admit, not many people think to notice those little details about me. Not many people bother to look beyond the supposed heavy pockets and fluffy, golden hair.
[ He does have nice hair. ]
We eat… [ He tries to copy how she said "meat dough" in her language, but absolutely butchers "meat", so he settles for: ] pelmeni with our hands. But if you're more comfortable with a knife and fork, [ He gestures toward her utensils. ] then, by all means, eat that way. Perhaps there's something I'm missing out on by not doing so.
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[ Briefly, Anahid looks at him as if he's grown two extra heads and one of them just said something very offensive about her parentage. And then she's picking her knife and fork back up, finishing off what remains of her pelmeni. Her tone is a bit less prim with indignation when she continues speaking. ]
It's interesting that the Ravkan people wouldn't consider their king worthy of observation. I would expect the most opportunistic among you to take any chance given to cling to your coattails.
[ That's all to say - ] They're missing the bigger picture if they fail to see you're much more than pockets and hair, sire.
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And with that painfully earnest moment hanging between them, Anahid decides to switch to water for the remainder of the meal. ]
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